my soul doesn't belong here....

i keep getting abused by my parents....they said they'll call the cops on me...why...what am i doing wrong?....why does this keep happening?....why is this soul still here?....how am i still alive?....i just wonder.....if theres anyone who actually.....loves me....i need someone...who will care for me...please....help....i can't stand this anymore!....i just....need to go and be free....and....rest in peace....were i'll finally have  my eternal rest....